Life...

A lot has happened since the last time I blogged.

I have been under limitless amounts of stress and am trying to deal with it.

There have been many tears and hugs throughout this past month.

And yet the hubby and I still seem to find the happiness in all the crap.

How does that work out...?

It still puzzles me but we are taking everything one day at a time and moving forward..hopefully.

My Mom bought me the cutest sign that I think of constantly.

It says,

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass,

it's about learning to dance in the rain."

It's the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning to remind me to dance.

She also said that while I am sitting at work and don't think I can handle it anymore to stand up and start dancing.

And if anyone asks what I'm doing tell them that I'm dancing in the rain.

Haha!

I love my Mom.

She can't fix my problems but she sure knows how to keep someone smiling at laughing to help ease

the stress.

Many people that we know have told us that "if it should happen to any couple, it should be you two"

"you two are two of the strongest people I know and can make it through this"

Dev asked me yesterday, "Why do people keep telling us this?"
Me: "I guess they can see things that we can't"

and it is true, people on the outside looking in can see things that we can't.

But I definitely don't feel this way.

Through everything that is going on, Dev and I still manage to find our laughs and giggles.

Last night as we were kneeling down to say our prayers,

we got the case of the giggles.

We could not be serious for 5 seconds without giggling.

It feels really good to laugh through everything.

Hubby and I have grown closer together through everything.

And it is amazing!

I love him more now than I have the past 4 years together.

and I know my love for him tomorrow will be more than today.

I'm glad we have stayed strong together through everything and there isn't anyone else that I would go through these trials with.